August Recap | 2019

August went by so quickly! I finished two books this month, which was great.

The Last Time I Lied by Riley Sager – August 3rd – 5th

The Wife Between Us by Greer Hendricks & Sarah Pekkanen

And here’s the books I’d like to get to this September!

Holy Sister by Mark Lawrence
The Near Witch by V.E. Schwab
Dry by Neal & Jarrod Shusterman
My Lovely Wife by Samantha Downing

The Poet X by Elizabeth Acevedo | Book Review

June 24th – 26th

When I was in my senior year of high school, I had poetry first thing in the morning. All of my best friends were in the class, and it was taught by an English teacher who also did the choreography for the school musicals. I felt safe in this class, and for the first time in my 16-year-old life, I felt my writing really told a story and did something. I wrote a lot of poems in that class. I’m sure a lot of them were awkward, or cringe-worthy, and if I were to read them back now I’m sure I’d slam the cover shut and put the notebook away.

The Poet X follows the story of Xiomara, a girl growing up in Harlem under a strict and religious mother who just wants to express herself. The entire book is written in verse, through Xiomara’s eyes as she navigates first relationships, feeling guilty towards her parents, wanting to do poetry, and wanting to be able to be proud of it.

Though my high school experience was not nearly as strict or as intense, I really connected with this character. In this book I saw a lot of the same emotions and internal struggles that I felt that senior year of high school, and I felt very attached to this book, in a way I haven’t felt about a Young Adult book in a long time. I wish that 16-year-old me could have had this book, because I think it would have meant a lot to me at that time.

One of the best parts of this book was listening to the audiobook. I tried reading it a while ago, but since several lines and sometimes entire poems are in Spanish I felt disconnected. Hearing Acevedo read the poems herself made a huge difference, and I think that’s the best way for this to be heard. Acevedo came out with another book this year, which I’ll definitely be adding to my TBR in the future.


Her Body & Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado | Book Review

June 21st – 23rd

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t at a total loss for how to rate this. Her Body and Other Parties is a collection of light fantasy/science fiction feminist stories that explore women’s sexuality. There were a few stories that I really enjoyed, a few I did not enjoy at all, and one I didn’t understand so much that I ended up not finishing it.

I also want to preface this by saying that I’m very aware that this collection is important to a lot of people, and my review is not a reflection of anyone’s experiences. I think that this should go without saying, but this review is entirely how I felt about each of the stories. I’m going to break down each one with a small paragraph and a rating for that individual story.

The Husband Stitch – ★★★☆☆
I think this story was decent, but it being the first one definitely meant that I had to adjust to Machado’s writing style. I think that if I were to go back and re-read this one again, having read the others, I might like it a bit more.

Inventory – ★★★☆☆
This story is a series of small paragraphs about all of the partners that the main character has had over their life set over the background of a contagion-style epidemic. I listened to this one on audiobook, and I really liked the narration style, but it felt very list-like to me.

Mothers – ★★☆☆☆
I would be completely lying if I said that I understood any part of this story. I had no idea what was going on, and I’m sure that people will think I’m uncultured or didn’t get it. They’re right. I didn’t get it at all, and this one definitely was not for me.

Especially Heinous – DNF
This is… perhaps the weirdest thing that I’ve ever read. The whole thing is a bunch of paragraphs about each episode of Law & Order SVU. I’ve never watched an episode of SVU. I had no context for what was happening, and because everything was disjointed, I couldn’t force myself to sit through 272 of them with no context.

Real Women have Bodies – ★★★★☆
This was my favorite of all of the stories. This one takes place in a setting where women are fading away. The main character works in a dress store where the dresses seem to be shimmering and slightly magical. The story itself is very clearly a comment on beauty standards, but I really liked this one.

Eight Bites – ★★★☆☆
This one was almost four stars. This is about a woman who has a surgery to make herself thinner, which is what she thinks she wants. As with the last one, it’s a comment on beauty standards, but what I liked about this was that it was also more commentary about her loving herself, before and after.

The Resident – ★★★★☆
Another more vague story, this is all about introspection and being lost inside of your own mind. Though the whole thing is character based, I liked the voice of the main character the best here, and I liked her past paralleling what was happening in her present.

Difficult at Parties – ★★★☆☆
This story follows a woman who’s recently had something terrible happen to her, though it’s never explicitly stated exactly what. She has trouble with physical contact, though she wants more of it. This one was the most middle-of-the-road for me, and I liked the tone of it.

Total, I think that the full collection is important and worth reading. This book is more feminist than what I typically read, so I’m not very well-versed in this type of collection or genre. Machado has a memoir expected to come out in November, which I may add to my list of non-fiction for the future.


Bound by Mark Lawrence | Book Review

June 20th – 21st

Bound is a short story which takes place in the Book of the Ancestor series by Mark Lawrence between the events of the second and third books. I read online that it’s best to go into the third book having read this, and now I can definitely see why.

Following the events of Grey Sister, this short story goes deeper into the relationship between Ara and Nona, as well as Nona and Regol. To be completely honest, this love triangle that’s being developed is my least favorite part of the series, so I was a little disappointed that the story has more to do with that than anything.

What was interesting to me is the setting of this. Like in the second book, Nona has a thread bond which is explored in this story, which I enjoyed. I liked the progression of the bond, and I’m interested in where that will go in Holy Sister. Kettle, as per usual, is fantastic and the voice of reason in every situation. I wished that this was a little bit longer, but what I’m really wishing for is to read Holy Sister, which I’ll be starting soon.


Normal People by Sally Rooney | Book Review

June 18th – 19th

I said in my review of The Unhoneymooners by Christina Lauren that I was trying to read outside my comfort zone. This book definitely falls into that category. Sally Rooney’s second novel is strange and intimate, following Connell and Marianne as their relationship changes in late high school, through college.

The first thing to note about this book is the way it’s written. There’s no quotation marks bringing the dialogue into the forefront and dragging your attention away from the description. I found I had to read this book slower than I usually do to make sure I didn’t miss anything. Conversations in real life are like that: if you aren’t paying attention, you’ll miss what someone says. This book perfectly described that feeling without saying it.

I found the first half of this book enormously frustrating. I continuously felt like all of the misunderstandings could be avoided if only the characters spoke to each other, and really spoke to each other. Connell and Marianne would fall into this dance of dialogue, both avoiding the topic at hand and going around in circles until someone said something they didn’t mean, or someone meant something they didn’t say. One would leave, the other would stay, and as the reader I’m left wondering who I should be hoping will change in this relationship. The answer is both of them.

As the characters get older, make mistakes, and move past them, I found myself liking them more. They do things that people will do. They’re frustrated and they agonize over decisions and implications, but only sometimes. They do things without thinking, like normal people.

This book is a snapshot into the lives of two teenagers growing up and growing together. There are things that were hard to read, like Marianne’s family life and how she dealt with it through her relationships. But there are other things that are refreshing, like Connell’s anxiety and depression, and how it was portrayed. So often I see these things as a whirlpool, or a spiral, or a tornado of being overwhelmed. But in this instance, Connell was simply existing, and sometimes that wasn’t enough. It was refreshing to see this take on anxiety, and see him get help and move past it. It was also refreshing to see that therapy wasn’t a catch-all place for him that solved all of his problems. It was shown as a process, and though I wished that more of this novel took place in the places where he was struggling, I was glad to see him make it out.

This book is more of a character study than a novel. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever read before. I may dip into Sally Rooney’s other work at some point, but I need to be in the mood for something that can take my focus and weigh it down for a little bit.